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| So being the pure genious that I am, i tested fate to see if it would lend me a career in the sport of car surfing. As it would appear it was cruel and denied me access into the tough world of automotive surfing. Long story short I fell off my friends car in my neighborhood and was rushed to the ICU for 2 days. I stayed in the hospital for 3days and have not yet finshed my extensive care. I had bleeding of my brain and massive trauma to my head including a cracked neck and endless scars. It was a weird experience. It put my relationship with Christ and people i love in perspective. I mean I almost died. For a few days at home I would just lift my hands in praise at the tiniest things i would hear. To know my father in heaven wanted me a live to notice it brought me love and joy. I would cry over and over again. I didnt see why God had spared this life...an unworthy life. I know now, since I can't go to camp...Alaska is supposed to happen. I have to go...i have to minister...I have a mission. I have a purpose and a solidified ground to leap across! It took close to death to teach me that. I know that the people I love need to know thatI do in fact love them...no matter how hard it is for me to say. and now a word from JACK HANDY-Marta says the interesting thing about fly-fishing is that it's two lives connected by a thin strand. Come on, Marta. Grow up. | | |
| http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W91sqAs-_-g TO Alanis Morrisette: You are a musical genious in everyway. I have loved your music since I was 8, and I still do. Jack Handy says,"“I hope that someday we will be able to put away our fears and prejudices and just laugh at people.”    | | |
| I am aware of my many mistakes and in that where my conviction lies. Today may very well have been the first day I have felt my convictions lie at my feet and climb themselves to my heart, allowing them to supersed all of my expectations and eat away at my selfishness. I felt the painstaking heartache of knowing wrong and choosing it either way. Its amazing how whats right seems alot easier than being wrong,yet i still choose what is wrong. the things I have claimed to the world to love the most have become my downfalls ,and what with the empty space I have plenty of room for them. i would rather keep them away,but the satan is a ( exploitive) he knows what keeps us from Christ. Question is am I ready to fight? I learned that legalism and judgement never got anybody anywhere but a church full of fakers. I learned that love got us a whole lot of believers who are strong enough to fight. Sometimes they fail , a characteristic of all humans, but they rise to the occasion for those they love. Thank God for the fighters. YOU Ninjas!!! YOu Pirates of the lost seas!!!
Once while walking through the mall a guy came up to me and said "Hey, hows it going?". So I grabbed his arm and twisted it up behind his head and said, "Now whose asking the questions?-the incomparable Jack Handy
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|  HOW Amazing is our GOD? HOW awesome is His timing? HOW abundant is his love that He would plan my life for me and take care of all my pitiful human needs! He blows me away and knocks me over!!!!! Today was Delta Banquet. It was pretty cool. I got a dance or two in with two good men and called it a night until........the party moved itself to Longview. In a lovely bowling alley we rocked the night away!!!! We fly low...no joke...and you know this......bowling!!!!( rap songs) Even taught Sean a few dance moves. It was good. Fellowshipping with great people. I love it when I can see the beauty in my friends. I am overjoyed by them and sadden as well. Any who GOD is so big and so clear right now. I pray that He stays there and doesn't move unless its to rock my world!!! I was informed I got some help financially to go to Alaska. Yeppie! I say ,Yeppie!!!! I am preparing myself. Tonite made me realize I have got to try harder and love. I have to find the beauty in people and love them and deny loving myself.
"I am a confirmed drama queen. Its apart of me I must accept. " Instead of studying for finals, what about just going to the Bahamas and catching some rays? Maybe you'll flunk, but you might have flunked anyway; that's my point.-Jack HAndy | | |
| This past week was strange. What the heck!! I accused Hadassah of being a boyfriend stealer ( jokingly of course) SO whilst she was out I wrote about 10 letters and placed them on her side of the room. in the shower and on her parts of the mirror. I wrote stuff like : So you like to steal boyfriends...you boyfriend stealing hussey...You are disgusting ...ugh.......I hope you feel conviction while you bathe in a tub of sin, that you created. Think of your lust ...Does it make you feel better that you have ruined love? As I was writing a few of the letters she walked in on Candace and I putting them up, so Candace, my road dawg quickly shut the door for me. Long story short Hadassah felt my wrath! We all laughed stinkin hard!!!Intramurals games are so flippin fun!!! the guys games at least. The girls have gotten too competive for me. Oh I am so ready to raise up out of this school. I am now a religon minor. YEA!! ME!!! I am hyped up right now. I hope it last a bit. Ambition is like a frog sitting on a Venus Flytrap. The flytrap can bite and bite, but it won't bother the frog because it only has little tiny plant teeth. But some other stuff could happen and it could be like ambition-jack handy | | |
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